Music: Angeles Drake - Serpents
Mood: Detatched...
I tried to avoid it, I really did...and as tactful as I tried to be...Damien is still pissed off at me. That's not what I wanted, and I really thought he'd understand. He didn't give me the chance to talk, or work something out, he was just looking at it all the wrong way. Pisses me off when he claims to be the most open minded person in the world, but when it comes to me....it all just has to be one way, or no way at all. It's unfair.
Can't dwell on that one forever though. Shawn's found his way to Gaia....with my help. I decided to back him financially as well....so he's pretty damn comfortable, and he knows I'll buy him whatever he wants whenever he wants. We've even started Rp'ing together, though I'm never really sure where that will lead. My character might end up hating his for all I know. Only time will tell.
As far as real things go, I'm happy. Shawn and I are determined to make things work and we're even planning to live together. He told me just to give him some time. I hope it all works out.
