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I hate that I love every part of him.
I recognize him as the undisputed champion of my heart.
I love him.
Pure.
Simple.
Honest.
But he doesn't love me back.
I know.
I can't stop.
I'd rather die than be played with.
Especially by someone who I thought cared.
Especially by someone who I'm not sure if they care anymore.
Now that they've gotten what they wanted.
And I'm still ready to give more.
Sacrificing everything.
So he can see that he has become my world.
Because I still think he deserves the best i can offer.
Because
I'm in love.
And it won't go away.
It hurts.
But it's true.
Every word I say.
He deserves more than anyone I know
to be happy.
I'll do anything for him.
He means more than life to me.
He makes me happier than anything ever could.
He's managed to become all I care about.
I just wish
he'd claim me
as his.

Authors note: I really hate how I love people. Honestly. I love them to the point where even if I'm hurt by their hand I still put them first. To the point where if it was war I'd be losing badly. I lose everything in the end. Because I give everything. And i only ask for one thing. And it's always taken away or it was never mine.