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Scared
That I'm never going to love anyone as much ever again.
Frightened
That he will.
TERRIFIED
That he already has.
AUTHORS NOTE: HE HAS. I'M READY TO DIE. IN THIS MOMENT. I WANT TO INJECT POISON INTO MY VEINS, I WANT TO STICK A FORK IN A TOASTER, DRAG A RAZOR ACROSS MY WRISTS, LIGHT MYSELF ON FIRE I WANT TO DIE.
DOES ANYONE HEAR ME. I WISH I WAS DEAD AND I WISH HE WAS MISERABLE.
2/23/2012
Time has passed. I no longer care about Tony and whatever he's doing. I'm honestly very happy. I found someone else I think I can care about. Doesn't make me question my ability to truly love, it amazes me because I actually recovered my heart in full. Something no one I know has ever done.
 kazuka78 · Sat Dec 31, 2011 @ 05:55am · 0 Comments |
