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I hope you guys like this. I just finished it so i thought i would post it.

BLESSED
When i think at how life use to be, always walking in the shadows,
Then I look at what you've given me,
I feel like dancing on my tip toes,
I must say everyday I wake and realize you're by my side,
I know I'm truly blessed for everything you gave me,
Blessed for all the tenderness you show,
I'll do my best with every breath that's in me,
Blessed to make sure you never go,
There are times that test your faith,
'Till you think you might surrender,
Baby I'm, I'm not ashamed to say that my hopes were growing slender,
You walked by in the nick of time, looking like an answered prayer,
Blessed with love and understanding,
Blessed when I hear you call my name,
I'll do my best with faith that's never ending,
Blessed to make sure you feel the same,
Deep inside me you fill me with your gentle touch.
THE END

well I hope you like it. I just wanted to express how I feel. I think it was a good song so I made it into a poem. Kind of describs what I was feeling. I wish I would turn back time and do things over again. The latest thing I did was so unme but I can't take it back. I just wanted to be loved. was that too much for a girl to ask for? I never wanted to feel the tender touch of a lover, the sweet kisses telling me more than words could ever say. Spending long hours just talking about things, about what was perfect about eachother. But I guess those things in me died when they figured out that thought they could rule the world. I am never one to be bold but I was willing to explore the field.

I was so protective of my heart that I was too careful. I just wanted to love and live. I wanted to feel the love of a man causing me to lose myself in his eyes and his embrace. I thought that I had found a mature man to show me that kind of love. I guess I was not true; nothing ever goes right for you once you are marked as a loser. No one notices me, no one cares and the only ones that do are my parents. I thought the last before this had loved be but only wanted me as a toy to show off like a trophy. My last loved me for real but he would never trust me like i trusted him. I put all my faith and care into trying to put my heart back together but I guess I was not careful enought because it broke into even smaller pieces. Show me some sign that you are willing to forgive and forget. I was never trying to be so lame. I wante him to love me as others might have if they had.