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I swear I was ready for it.
I swear I lovedhim more than anything.
I swear I still mean everything I said.
I swear I can't forgive this.
I swear I can't forget this.
I swear it hurt. It hurt like hell.
I swear you took my will to live and fled.
I swear tears shattered their chains and ran like rivers
down the deserts of my cheeks
and made them an ocean that never dries.
I swear my heart should have stopped.
For real.
I swore to you and I held my word.
I'm still holding it.
I still don't want to disappoint you.


I swear that after three years I believed you.
I gave all I had, placed you at the center of my thoughts, the was so much I

Wanted to do with you

That you cut short.
There's a beautiful side to this dirty city
you'll never ever get to see.
There's a whole town that smells like Blackberries
that you'll never visit.

And someone else will get to make you happy.
Make you smile.
Take your lips.
Wake up beside you.
Walk with you.
Lace their hand into yours.

They'll hear you say "I love you"
And I swear

That was my job.