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Even though the internet couldn't possibly provide me with friends, without it, I'm a total wreck.
I can't make friends, I don't know how, it just happens. Now when I possibly have none, and try to make friends I just fail at it. Could it be that in this world, no one needs anyone?
Why do we even have friends in the first place? To distract us from the loneliness that we will feel later on when they are gone? Or to distract us from life in general? I mean what is the point of having friends? The pessimist in me is being reborn again, friends are great when you have them. Once they are gone, they mean nothing. Even when I do have friends they mean nothing. I don't mean a thing to them and they don't mean a thing to me. I guess it's fair? Please, teach me that I'm wrong. Put the pessimist in me to rest. Anyone? Everyone?
Whatever.