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The End
of a long, heavy passion
that ran like chocolate, like sunlight, like poison
is a sad thing
fallen prey to apathy at the hand of heartlessness
It cries in agony
with silenced cries hidden away
and obliviously unperceived
it dies alone
obscured by shadows
a one-sided shattering of faith
and the whole thing caves in on itself
taking whole worlds with it
destroying the ambiguous meanings of words
i thought you had taught me
And where were you?
on the edge of the destruction?
watching, without the sound, imagining some italian Aria
Or had you so long ago turned your back.
that you didn't even see
The End.
- I can't stand the disappearing. I've had enough of his apathy. I've had enough of being forgotten, and remembered once a week for roughly half a day or for about 15 text messages. I've probably spent more time crying than talking to him and he wouldn't have any idea at all! I even told him flat out how i felt and his only comment :"oh". He used to be the only one i ever wanted to talk to. He still is in fact, but it's never him anymore. Never. If he can disappear, so can i. It's so over. I hope he finds a girl. I hope he falls honestly in love. I hope she leaves him. Happy Valentines Day.
 kazuka78 · Sat Feb 13, 2010 @ 11:39pm · 0 Comments |
