July 1;;
You: To a beautiful girl with a beautiful heart.
Me: O: -waves- Are you who I think you are? C:
You: Only if you keep remembering me.
Me: It's sort of hard to forget you. : P Haha. And stop sending me stuff~~~~ Dx I just wanna talk to you~
-wiggles- It's almost 8pm there, isn't it? Wrote that prior to noon.
Nyeeeh, getting off, I got another puppy on Monday. I expect to get some sort of contact from you again~ Is this really my only current way of contacting you? xD If you get an AIM, my AIM is demain est hier. E-mail is doremielf@gmail.com.
Or you could just make a new account, lulz. xD
Please? :3
Oh, and when I said sort of hard, I meant really hard. Dx
People might be looking at my profile right now and asking, "Who the heck is she talking to?" And I'll tell them just one of the best people I've ever mettttt, yo'.
July 3 ;; Ngh, -whines.- You're such a tease. D: Contacting me and then disappearing again~~~
August 4 ;; I'm 16 as of yesterday! O: I feel strange yet no different than before. Geesh, I was always strange when I think about it. Thinking back on the first gift message you sent, there was some strange unintelligible characters after the first part. Was there something there earlier and it disappeared? I'm worried a tad now. D:
February 10, '10
To Jesse;; {Feb 10 '10}
Now, I realize that you won't be able to see this now that my profile is private--if you even look at my profile at all--but I still want to rewrite (this is what, the third time? Fourth?) my words to you. It really is much of the same with the new, little gems I've picked up as I go through life.
First of all, thank you. I can say that honestly and sincerely. Thank you. Particularly for your kind words. I had never met anyone who seemed to sincere and truly believed so wholeheartedly in what they said before you. Every single PM, message, comment that you sent brought a smile to my face. The fact that you tried keeping contact with me really meant so much! I wonder if you'll ever know how much they've affected me. "Everyone is as beautiful as they want to be", I remember reading that. That has become like a mantra for me to learn to love myself (still working on it!) and everyone around me. I make mistakes and sometimes blind myself to other people's beauty but hopefully I'll always remember those words and they'll pull me back. This is a bit different, but the fact that you roleplayed got me into it as well. I wish I could have rp'd with you. < 3 But because of you, I've met such absolutely wonderful friends. I know an especially special one who wouldn't mind thanking you as well. You've set off a chain reaction, Jesse. We all owe at least something to you!
'Do you remember, do you remember?' That keeps going through my head as I write this. I'm afraid that some parts in my memory are going fuzzy, but small snippets are flowing back to me. You telling me that you waited for me, and me shoo'ing you off because it was late. Talking for hours even though it was late at night (very early morning for you) when we first met. Me being teased by you, or being called cute, and it goes on. I've saved a good deal of PMs you sent me so I'll remember. Forgetting is a scary thing. I really do wish the best for you. I know you wanted to major in creative writing! And I'm sorry that such sucky things had to happen to you, not once, but twice on Gaia. I don't really expect you to come back if you don't want to, but maybe we could e-mail each other or something ~!
I always end these with this:
I hope you remember that I've been taking piano lessons, and I'd say that I've progressed well. It's slowed down quite a bit, so I don't know if I can do it, but I'll try. I want to play Elgar's Salut d'amour on piano for you. The duality of the name is fitting, since it could be a hello or a goodbye. I like saying 'hello' better though. ;D
-- Alexa.
To Jesse { Sept 8, '10 }
I've been feeling a little nostalgic lately, so here I go writing this. I'm not quite sure what to write anymore. xDD It's almost been 3 years since we met, and by now you've probably forgotten me. Which is fine, we all have our own lives and all. Anyhow, just wanted to say that I can now play Salut d'Amour. I'll be posting it on youtube, hopefully the day we met!
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