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The most ****** thing happend not to long ago.........and it kinda freaks me out big time..........this never happend befor....so I know I am **** up when I am noty hungry......and side from that everyone wants me to live even thou it is realy **** hard for me to. I just want to die. I can not have any happiness so why not? Because people care for me and want me to live? is that why? if they knew how i truely feel they would think other....being numb and not being hungry for blood are new for me....everything is just hard for me right now.......i have no idea what to do...or what the **** i am anymore..................thingy are just not going well.......and i will be damned if i am still here on new years ev alone again. i would raTHER ****** DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Posted by: Shadow Zero Tue Nov 23, 2004 @ 10:40pm

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Commented on: Tue Nov 23, 2004 @ 10:43pm


	sad you shouldn`t say things like that.... It can`t be all that bad. If you killed yourself someone out there would definately be sad and be tempted to kill themselves too. You shouldn`t think things like that. No one should have to die when its not their time to go yet.

Commented on: Fri Nov 26, 2004 @ 02:22am


	Hey baby I know it's hard just try to hold out a little longer...your so close to being away from all of them. I love you josh. Just check out my webpage...I talk about you. HEHE! I love you baby Love Kelsey

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Commented on: Fri Nov 26, 2004 @ 10:05pm


	Josh I love you so much and so do alot of people! i know it's hard feeling the way you do but just remember that I will always be there for you in heart and mind,whenever you need me!!!!!!!! I LUV YOU JOSH!!!! From the one who loves you most, Liz((the one who would die for you,live for you,do anything for you))

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