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What I found out is still running throu my head.......IT just angers me so much....and I can not telll them what I think......plus I missed the party.....and I have to go over to the friends house to give them back there tie...................And I do kionda want to go over there......but I am afrade I might snap again..........last time i alllmost broke both my hands....and yelled at them......................i am just realy worried of what might happen..........plus the dream I had last night diod not help........I was alone....then a person come beforr me and reached out there had.......I was geting ready to grab it but then I walked back away from them......I could not see there fcae or there body but I did hear them crying.......Then they reached out more.......as if asking me greatly to take there hand......................but I still just backed away..........I have no idea what that fdream was about.....adn I am good at interpiting peoples dreams....but then again I could never do my own dreams............but....anyhow............life sucks..............I wrote 2 more poems but I think i left the books/binder thingy at my friend Caleb's house.........him and his family are realy nice..........but....yeah..........I guess they will have to wait for tomarow............