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i hate it
i can't relate
to your memories
i don't belong in any of them
i hold no place there
and it hurts to be reminded of that
it hurts more to know that she holds onto
those memories
especially the ones that make you cry
and sometimes i think
she's truly the only one who can stop your tears
that thought pisses me off
it makes me wanna turn on you
it makes me wanna let her have you
but it makes me sad, and love you more
and i only hold you tight
because that's what i truly want to do no matter what

till then. let me cry alone.
no. no. not alone. let me cry to him...
let me tell him my pain...let me make things right...
let me apologize...let me heal and heal him as well...