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Is it Doodle? Is it someone else? Is it a random passerby?




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Let's speak with each other, eh? ;3
Oh, and continuing from that last entry, tell me your life goals too! I'll list my fears. I feel like I've already done that, but here I go everybody~ ( everybody? ) I don't know if there's enough room in one blog for all my fears.

- Forgetting. First and foremost, I'm afraid to forget.
- Death.
- Public speaking. Heck, I can't even speak to the hairdresser without my voice almost cracking and stuttering. o//w//o
- Heights
- Loud noises
- Needles & Pills. I still can't swallow pills, and I cry when I think of needles.
- Bugs/Insects/Arachnids
- Failure.
- The future.
- Growing up.
- Ridicule & Rejection. I try to ignore other people, but I'm rather paranoid. Dx I'm trying my best~!

Hold on. Pause. Watching a show, and it just made fun of someone who passed. Alright, well they're making fun of everyone, but making fun of someone's death is ridiculous.

- Knives
- Guns. My father has some sort of attachment to them. e___e He's making me learn how to shoot one this winter.

And now the show is going on about people on Maury with strange phobias such as caterpillars, cottonballs, and flowers. I can sort of relate to the first one, the second one they covered a man in cottonballs and had him go after her so I'd run in that situation as well, and they didn't do the flower bit. Why am I still watching? I'm too lazy to turn it off. Plus it's the only sound in the house except for the sound of my clicking keyboard.

- The public buses here.
- The sound of someone leaving a message on the phone.
- The doorbell.
- The person at the doorbell if I don't know them.
- Scary carnival rides.
- Getting in trouble.
- The people who stand at kiosks waiting for you to walk by so they can make you feel guilty because they're paid on commission to buy their things.


And... that's all I can think of. I guess it wasn't too much~ They're all at varying degrees of fear. Hah.