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it's almost a waste of time
to find the words
sometimes they rhyme
but they don't always work
i could say a million things in verse
and only make things worse
there isn't a word to stop these tears
nothing that could catch them
and it's my own follish wish
that they'd land in your hand
and stream through your fingers
like my blood
but i can see i'm wasting away
in the shadow of your silence
wishing to take away the pain in my chest
from the little muscle that seems to control
that YOU seem to control
wishing i could explain these tears
wishing you'd say something
wishing i'd said nothing
you've made my heart soft
my thorns turn inward, only wounding myself
my defenses turn fake
and fail
there isn't words enough for this
sow hy am i trying to find them still?
because i want you still. because i want to be weak for you.
because i want to be strong with you.
because my breathe reeks of sad music
whose lyrics i whisper with every breath
to alleviate my own sorrow
it's like i'm drunk, on everyone elses pain.
even the fantasies.
 kazuka78 · Fri Jul 31, 2009 @ 03:08am · 0 Comments |
