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ahahahahahahaha!
it's funny
it's so damn funny
he says he wouldn't be fine
if i left him alone
he said he's sure of that
he's so damn sincere
how come i doubt his love?
because it's been 9 am to 9 pm
and he hasn't said anything to me
of his own volition
or in response
2 hours have passed since i tried to reach him
this is why i doubt him
because he'll reassure me one day
and forget the next
perhaps something bad has happened
but i;m sure it's something good
so good, his phone is off, on an arm chair
in the corner
under his shirt
and she's running her finger down his chest
as i have so wished to do
but I'll never have that chance
will i?
hahahahaha! see? it's funny!
i jump every time my phone goes off
because i think it's him
but so far, it hasn't been him once
I'm starting to worry
because I've lost him one way or another
see how he has me? see how i don't have him?
see how I'm scared no matter what?
Sept 27, 2011 update: I had that chance. To touch him. And I enjoyed it. The sweetest memory I have. Yet...he ripped me in half anyways just last Sunday night. Don't let that spoil the rest of this for you, anyone who cares.
 kazuka78 · Mon Jul 06, 2009 @ 02:58am · 0 Comments |
