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It was my Personal Apocalypse
it was the inevitable
that i thought i could avoid
i felt helpless
as he told me HE was with Her
i told him i hoped they'd be happy
and i broke open
as he looked through my charade
for the first time
he could see the tears behind the smile
the hurt behind the Best Wishes
that didn't save anything
because he picked her
as fate had determined long ago
i tried to melt away
i tried to stay
i tried to find my happiness in my memories
but all i found was the pain i hid beneath them
i couldn't bring my self to cry outloud
but my tears fell
and my insides hurt
and he told me he loved me
then he didn't talk again
but when he did, he comforted me
but here i am writing all the thoughts
i had last night
the night i died at 1AM
 kazuka78 · Fri Jul 03, 2009 @ 01:58am · 0 Comments |
