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.....Things just are not going well for me..........I guess the only good thing is that I might go to a B-day party.......but like most times it will ******** over sooner or liker for me......Plus with the stuff I just found out makes the % kinda iffy.......I am there but not yet......so...yeah.....But I guess it realy does not matter..........Because things just get more and more worse for me....so....ether I will just off myself befor I get saved........Or somehow (wich is most unlikely) I will get saved at the very last minute...........but yeah.......like that willl ever happen............People like me I guess just are not sapise to live.....but anyhow.........with the s**t I found out making me how I am now.......Kinda makes you think how stable I am don't it?............but yeah what the ******** ever...................More scars for me I guess....

*Self Quote*

siting here wanting to shed my tears.....
siting here....wolling in my fear....
siting here...holding my kitty tight....wishing it would get rid of the fight....that rings in my ears......
siting here....wishing my pain would stop.....
sting here......wanting this nightmare to end.....wanting to have a happy end...my knowing it would go wroung......
siting here.........wishing.....for........my.....................death........