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My life has just...gotten really great and crazy really fast..and then some.
But the great thing is, it doesn't matter how crazy it gets, I'm okay. I'm happy, as happy as I can be under circumstances but even that amount is just.... xd Wonderfully wonderfully great.... In any case, it's worth the bit of craziness I get sometimes from it all.
I've come to terms with the limits that I'm facing when it comes to a relationship though. This weekend has helped me realize that taking chances isn't so horrible afterall,. I mean, I took them before but it was never for anytihng THIS important or this great. Before I felt that I could just backtrack and back out and it'd be okay. Now however I don't have to worry about it because there is no backing out now. It's just worth too damn much to back out and it's okay for once. I don't feel scared to death every second in fact I feel...calm and okay with everything as it is. It's great. Everything is finally together. I love it. I love him. and it's okay. 4laugh Actually...it's more than just okay.... rolleyes it's perfectly awsome.