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Well,
It's certianly been a while since I last logged on here and I guess I need to well, update on things.
I am once again single. Surprise surprise.
I'm not mad over how I became single. In fact, I've lost the ability to be mad. It's like a switch flipped and now I can't get mad at my parents, my brothers, my cousins, my friends, and I can't get mad at myself. It's absolutely.....weird.
I've hit a stretch of depression a mile long.
I've quit seeing my 'shrink' because the only thing she was pointing out were things I already knew.... she was a regular Einstein....
I'm back on meds, which are doing no good and only make me drowsy, complient, and above all sick as a dog.
My youngest brother has learned to grab people's hands when they're held in front of him.
My second youngest brother has taken to calling me names my parents use for me... Needless to say they're less than flattering.
M mother's dog's only living pup has grown enough to start learning tricks so I've been working with her. If I can come up with enough money to pay for all of her shots, getting fixed, and everything else she needs I have a good chance of keeping her.
My brother's gecko (which I take care of) finally wizened up and bit the heck out of him. ^_^ I love that lizard.
I have a cell phone now... limited on who I can call but eh, still counts.
I have a job, possibly getting another better paying job with more hours. *crosses fingers*
I've started painting and writing again...most of it's hardly up to par with what I did a few years ago but eh, I'm working on it.
I have been hit on/asked out 10 times or so now..... it sucks. Once I would've killed for attention...now, I wish they'd just...well, I can't say what I wished they would do. Let's keep it at they should fall off the face of the earth. * nods*
..............Jeeze, I don't think there's much else.... My parents have yet to decide what to do with me when I turn 16....whether to 'keep me' or kick me out I don't know. They've mentioned both numerous times but, well, time will tell I suppose. They are giving some of my...freedoms back. Long as I don't tick them off I'm okay I supose.
well, that's enough... I haven't the slightest trace of a poem or song though...oh well.