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Arm yourself with a shotgun tonight
to blast away the pain
blood drips from the mirror
as the bullet shells fall like rain
sinister thoughts drown my mind

Darkness craddles the demon
in blood drenched wings
and feeds it venom
of all the things

Killing without a purpose
but crying for a reason

Burst in
bleeding
come in
cut up
on the floor
dying
wondering why
tears fall up

Disguise the anguish
as a longblade sword
take a walk in public
the night before
her death nearly coinsidence
almost as if forlore

And as the rain starts pouring down
words on the love note begin to drown
left in my pocket soaking and wet
her memory I now forget

Killed by my conscience
murdered by misguidence
haven't slept in days instead been hating myself ever since

And now the truth comes out
like a bullet from a gun
that peirces through my heart making me shout

The words on a slip of paper
seem to vanish into vapor
as if they talk they say "see you later"

So now she means
nothing to me
entirely
with this you see
I take this scene
to hell for free


And now the ending is bleak
with her blood on my hands
if my death doesn't start
then the pain never ends

Trying infinately to rest my soul
struggling desperately to gain control
and all else fails to synchronize this realm
ask yourself and try to lie

Arm yourself with a shotgun tonight
to blast away the pain
blood drips from the mirror
and the bullet shells drop like rain