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I'm starting to cry but the tears won't come
For all that I am
For all that I've done
I've stolen a match
I've started a fire
The end is coming
It's what i desire

Build myself up to let myself down
This pain that I'm feeling
It wasn't around
In the months leading up
To my current state
I want to disappear
I want to dissipate

Wounded I'm bleeding so let it out
To the sound that surrounds like a broken dream
It all comes up short
In the endless fray
Of the dagger in my chest
Let me end this day

Broken and I'm bleeding
From my own discord
The kind of broken that leaves you tired
More or less forlorn
To a crystal-like lifestyle that would be a shame to disband
To the floor with perfect pictures
Hold the poison in your hand

Paint this photograph with one last memory
Keep it blank like a lonely deserted island
Against a rough and wavering sea
Toss me up against the rocks with the greatest of ease
Let me dangle on the shoreline like a drunken little sleaze

I'm lost and I'm afraid
Afraid that I'm never coming back
I'll go alone and make sure everything
That we have been through stays intact
I'm sorry for the undulating hell that i put us both through
I'm falling to pieces and I've got no one
But you want to pick them up and help put them back together
No more forever
It lasts a lifetime.