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I feel like i have to do most of the stuff i am in on my own because i can only be me which i am always am, i feel like deep inside me that i have this love in my heart as always, i know i might be crazy of what i say but when i at least just..talk about stuff like love, or not even loving me at all, my biggest fear is loosing my loved ones that i have because what i say might push them away from me, they mean so much to me, and if they go away i won't live, i love them with all my heart, its always on my damn mind when i think of this when people say "oh hannah or crystal your going to be okay" well you know what sometimes i can just feel loved but sometimes i don't, i give all my trust and love for them, theres no way i'm gonna let my friends down of what i say, i have a purpose to be here and i have meaning, and i have a heart, sometimes i don't even think people even give a damn of what i feel at all, sometimes i just want to have a serious conversations with my friends but then i can't cause there busy or they're just not on with me, or to talk to me, maybe when you read this maybe some of you will want to talk in a conversation that i want, cause i really need the talkin, i need all of your love with me