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Afraid There are a lot of fears i have, my number one fear is that i am afraid to love someone because all i have done was love that person, and all i that happend was me being hurt and sometimes it just gets back memories, my number two fear is crying, my fear of crying is a lot worse that i thought cause, of course i am emo but it doesn't explain why i cry, i cry cause some of the things i am crying about is about someone, or more than that someone, or i'm crying because something happend in my family, or i'm crying cause someone hurt me, i don't want to be my old self again where i wouldn't open up to anyone ever, it scares the hell out of me when i think of bad stuff, theres no day that i never be afraid but when it comes to my friends i become more open but then sometimes i'm not cause i'm scared that they won't listen to me or they just don't have the time for me, or they're just busy, or they're just not online, but sometimes i wished i knew them in realz cause i mean i would be so much happier if i was but yea, i do care about my friends a lot, more than they think i do, and i know these writings are sometimes sad and get touched by your heart when you read this stuff but its true, i do live for my friends and i'm not going anywhere so yeah, well this is it so plz comment ^-^ blaugh

Posted by: Kittiemuffinz Thu Jan 03, 2008 @ 06:04pm

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Pandeh x3
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Commented on: Thu Jan 03, 2008 @ 06:14pm


	O: exactly why i gave up dating online theres no guarantee that you'll ever meet the person and usually they'll break up with you it better in real life since you can see them almost every day ;3

Commented on: Thu Jan 03, 2008 @ 06:27pm


	Lulz danny its not about dating online geez

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Commented on: Thu Jan 03, 2008 @ 06:29pm


	i have moments just like that, believe me, it's hard to get info about my past and what's going on with me cause i just don't like to talk about it either. but don't worry, all things heal with time. and i give you much luck with everything you want and need. mrgreen

Commented on: Thu Jan 03, 2008 @ 07:19pm


	OOOOOOOOOO FIND A FRIEND FIND A FRIEND OOOOOOO WERE'D SHE GO WERE'D SHE GO????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ???????????????? ?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ( Hill Billy Accent) oooooo I FOUND HER!!!!!!! HEY MA' I FOUND HER!!!! SHE WAS BEHIND THE TRACTOR THE WHOLE TIME!!!!!! LOL I think that no matter what a friend should be there no matter what and i think you proved that all ready 3nodding 4laugh

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Commented on: Thu Jan 03, 2008 @ 09:55pm


	those fears are quite common so don't feel alone and crying is healthy in a way. If you bottle things up inside, one day your going to explode. So cry a little , it relieves stress and anger. I'm counting on you to gain some confidence. Even when your afraid about loving someone, don't let that fear hold you down, if you think positively, positive things will most likely happen ^-^ But if things to end up the wrong way,get up, just dust your butt off and try again. Maybe that person wasn't meant for you. I kept encouraging my self by looking at the sky and saying to myself "under this same sky, someone out there is waiting for me as i am waiting for them, but all i have to do is wait for fate, and good things happen to those who wait". I hope what i had to say was encouraging. I'm here for you so don't see yourself as annoying, i mean what are friends for anyway? To help you walk a straight path and to help you when you trip and fall <3 3nodding

Commented on: Thu Jan 03, 2008 @ 11:26pm


	Aww, I have teh time for you. =] I told my x-boyfriend before on the fone once, ''If one of my friends died, i dont know what i would do, i dont think id be able to live.'' and that is the truth. Yeah im not emo, but i am sad about some things in life, alot of people are, and to my thoughts, everyone is emo in a way, they just don't show it as much, for example: they dont show it as much as you would. You let people know how you feel, You dont care what they think, you let them know it. I respect that. =] I almost lost my life Angel, this year in 2007. And all I could think was, what will my friends do? How will they know? How will they take it? But I am greatful to be alive and to have friends, friends like you. =] I luff you! <33 -hugs-

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Commented on: Fri Jan 04, 2008 @ 02:22am


	thank you for the comments heart

Commented on: Fri Jan 04, 2008 @ 02:38am


	You shouldn't be scared. Being emo can stop once you let your past go.

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Kittiemuffinz
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Commented on: Fri Jan 04, 2008 @ 04:13am


	thanks for comments biggrin

Commented on: Fri Jan 04, 2008 @ 05:14pm


	I know how you feel and a lot of times I really wish I did have my friends in real life, because I'm lacking in the friends in real life department. Also there is nothing wrong with crying, it really helps to let it all out and I really hope I can be there for you more. I love you bunches! hugs and more hugs

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Commented on: Sun Jan 06, 2008 @ 08:30pm


	hey all ur fears can be expressed just let me know

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