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generations.. As i was little i didn't know what to do with myself as i was beginning a life that i didn't know what i was searching for, i have lost many ppl in my life that i have just been so loveless, i even feel loveless, everytime i get close to someone they die, what am i supposed to do? i don't know what to do, many things were knocked down from generations, i have dreamed to be an angel, i am here for something, god must of put me in this world and i don't even know why i am here, i don't get presciated very much, i would like to be loved by sooo many ppl, i wish ppl would help me through this mind and wise and generation and emoness and lovelessness, i don't know what to do, or who to turn to, or who to talk to about personal things that i have almost lost my mind, i have always thought i would be happy, but i don't know now, i have lost so many ppl in my life that i just don't know why i am still here, i certainly can't die cause my friends love and care for me, but at least i want to talk about stuff if they understand me, and what i am coming from, i hope they read this cause i just want them to know that i am hurting and i want to talk to them. thanks for listening if you are...

Posted by: Kittiemuffinz Sat Nov 24, 2007 @ 08:36pm

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Mystic BlackPanther
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Commented on: Sat Nov 24, 2007 @ 08:44pm


	I'm listening same here I have so many friend's and lost em all and every friend i make move's away and i never see em agian which make's me sad cause alot of them I could never replace ever!!! v.v And also I grew to understand this world is harsh and can be scary but if you ever need to talk to me feel welcome cause i'm alway's here to help!!! your my best friend ^^ and no one is going to take that from me even if the world become this huge loveless place =o

Commented on: Sat Nov 24, 2007 @ 08:46pm


	i dont say much but i listen to everything and if i dont listen i record it so u can tell me anything and it will be our secret kay? blaugh

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Commented on: Sat Nov 24, 2007 @ 09:21pm


	1. You can always turn to me, I'm online all of the time. 2. I don't believe in god. Yeah, I know, but I'm glad that I know you. 3. You are loved by your family and friends on gaia. They would do anything for ya! .4. I know how you feel about loosing friends and people that I care about. 5. Truefully I think that you are an angel! You helped me through a lot of s**t that I couldn't deal with.

Commented on: Sat Nov 24, 2007 @ 09:42pm


	yeah...i know how ya feel....ive lost half my friends because they either moved or just...hated me....which is never fun. if you need someone to turn to to talk to im always here for ya.ive realized that death isnt worth it and there is somthing in life worth living for. until i find it here i wait with the friends i have left by my side. and im listenin to ya whenever you need someone. ill always be here to support you.....i wont want to leave again.....never again....and why would you want to be an angel? you already are one in my eyes....youve helped me through so much and for that i am grateful and i am here when ya need me

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Commented on: Sat Nov 24, 2007 @ 10:46pm


	Wow.......just reading this......I'm speachless

Commented on: Sat Nov 24, 2007 @ 11:28pm


	For some odd reason I think something pushed your last button and that was Torms "death" which I oddly belive its ture.You're here for alot of stuff but maybe its not your time to help yet and certinly not your time to die.Give it some time and I promise your problems will smooth out.

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Commented on: Sun Nov 25, 2007 @ 03:23pm

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