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do i seem different toward all of you? i mean i dont know if i lost all of my strength, and then i never gave up i'm just so confused, and i feel like i've changed since the past, yeah yeah none of you dont want to hear about my past, but it was hard for me all the time, i had no one to talk to talk about my problems cause i didnt think ppl would care about me like that or anything, but as the years gone by i met friends who do love and care for me, and if i died or got killed they would be sad, and i dont want that, i'm gonna try to stay alive as much as i can, i been better, the only way i can die is if i dont have anybody loving me, and then if ppl stop loving me i die, i know stupid i know but idc its how its made for me...