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i try so hard to be a good friend, i try so hard to be a good daughter, i try so hard to be a good sister, but how can i be good if i always mess up, how can i not mess up? how can i make it go right and not wrong, why cant i see that i'm hurting my friends? how long can i be like this? can my friends help me, i can see i need it, i need some talking, and i need some advice, i wish i could do something about myself, the more i talk about this it always brings up as ppl care more, and be sad, i hate making them sad, and making them feel like crap, i hate it, i just wish i could go a little bit more better, than what i'm doing now...