if you want to get me, then here it is, this is a brief look inside my mind.

My name, i wont tell you for safety reasons. My whole life, i FEEL like i've been outcast, excluded and blamed for thing which i had no fault in. The truth is, my life is good. I have a mother whom adopted me and i love her. i dont have many friends but at least i have some. When there are those whio have none at all. I feel, even though i'm african american, i like rock, and i dislike most rap, i am greatful for america, but i feel that america is sort of selfish. Other countries need our help to help themselves, they dont need up helping to spread war and famine, like we continue to do in the middle east.

My emotions, i dont understand them yet. I have friends....a family...a home...a life...but i dont have HER love...i dont know who she is...but i feel so imcomplete and so unhappy, every now and then i'll randomly get light headed or my chest wll have this strange feeling and i'll fall to the ground on one knee and feel like crying. I honestly cant complain about my life, but i can say this...i feel so empty...so...left out...i feel like the world today doesn't allow anyone to be themselves. And i feel like without HEr love, even though i'm only 15, i feel so lonely. So play gaia, draw , do tae kwon do, act out cus, get introuble, as an attempt to fil the deep empty void i feel within my soul. Maybe one day, i'll fill that void with somthing, but for now...i dunt know...