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Sarah O’Brien, a girl who has managed to capture my heart. It seems as if my very soul yearns for her. I don’t know why. I…I barely know the girl. We don’t even speak that often, but I know this feeling in my heart has to be something. A simple crush perhaps, no this has followed me way to far. I even forced my self to forget about Sarah O’Brien completely over the winter break, realizing that the way I was then, it could never be nor would it. Now after being back at school for a month or two after my expulsion and after “relinquishing” my feelings for Sarah; I find myself yearning for her once more. Again, I wonder why. Is it her beauty, her smile, the way she talks, or her endless optimism? I haven’t the slightest clue to what it might be, but being apart from her is killing me. Passing her in the hallways, I get a jolt, my heart skips a beat and then I turn around and she continues walking, not even knowing that she had caused this feeling. The thing is, I’ve run out of things to say, but I have but one thing left to do. This could either crush an empire or build a fortress to share by the two of us, Sarah and me. At last it seems that the stars do not shine in my favor, for one, as I can never find love… Instead I linger in a dark shadow of misery, hoping that the one I yearn for will catch a glimpse of my despair, and comfort me. To have this, is not for me. Karma, luck, or incidence, I do not know of what this is, But the feelings in my heart grow claws and rend at my very soul, yearning for this girl who I know as Sarah O’Brien!

I rather you be better.
You'll see, life will look up for you once you get over this girl. biggrin