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Life can be guided by a smile
Well, I am glad that I can smile, for a smile tells many things, such as the mood your in, the way life is going, and best of all a smile can make other feel so much better. So I advise everyone around me take a moment and smile.
True Hate
I don't know anymore. My family has feel to soo much s**t..... I can't believe, I really truely cried today until my eyes burn and my soul felt clean. I guess that what happens when the person you love most in this world tells you that they hate you, and are conviced by so ******** idea that has been drilled into there brain that you don't care for them either. How can I tell her how I feel and make her understand. She never trustes me anymore and she only brings up past hate. I can't even sit down and have a plesant conversation with her. How can I say "Mom I truely love and care for you!" and make her believe. And then worst of all with I cry... no one is there to hold me, confort me, and I guess no one cares.... I feel... cold. Oh well I'll get over it i'm sorry to burden anyone, i'll find a way to solve it. 3nodding


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  • User Comments: [7]
    <center>Ero, it's brave to tought it out.
    But sometimes you do need to leak to someone, it always feels much better.
    I'm always here if you ever need to talk love.


    comment Mrs.Cherry · Community Member · Wed Mar 23, 2005 @ 02:30am


    comment Erogassa · Community Member · Wed Mar 23, 2005 @ 03:43am
    kyuu.. >< hey dont cry.. ero.. wait.. no wait. forget wat i said right there eheh.. CRYYYYYY YOUR EYES OUT if it makes you feel better.. dont give up.. maybe in time.. well wen i say that.. that could be like who knows wen.. but.. IN TIMEEEEEEE goesssssssssssss byyyyyyyyyyyyyy so slowlyyyyyyyyy.. okay thats the wrong thing to say..eheh sweatdrop hmm.. well im here for you ^^ everythings gonna be alright.. in some way.. it always does.. wen the hardest is on you.. it may not feel like anything hasnt come through.. but.. maybe there is something.. that did.. AND your no burden.. unless ppl choose to see it that way.. but your no burden to me.. i mean.. you sometimes have to let it all out..so dont blame your self.. oh yea.. hope you like the thingy i sent you

    comment [breathingheLiuM]o · Community Member · Wed Mar 23, 2005 @ 03:50am
    <center>I know, I don't know how to deal with some things either.
    But it helps to talk, whether your afraid of burdening some other person.
    Don't worry about it, if they want to help they want to help you.
    You might even be able to get advice about your situation.
    It always makes a difference


    comment Mrs.Cherry · Community Member · Wed Mar 23, 2005 @ 04:39am
    But this pain, this undescribable pain. It it worst then any phycail pain I have every suffered... I have no idea how to let it go. I hold to me like a never ending nightmare.

    comment Erogassa · Community Member · Wed Mar 23, 2005 @ 05:39am
    <center>Emotional pain is deep.
    Like someone driving a know through your heart.
    Alright, I'll let you be. mad
    You want to talk, come find meh. heart


    comment Mrs.Cherry · Community Member · Wed Mar 23, 2005 @ 05:45am
    Worst to worst, play some Video games, look at some hentai, and sleep on it. (No not that, you people are sick. Dear god. this is his life you bastards!)Edit: Sorry. Innapropriate. My bad. but eh, before the ( thingies, I was serious.

    comment Arcus Shadowson · Community Member · Thu Mar 31, 2005 @ 05:56am
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