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	Life can be guided by a smile Well, I am glad that I can smile, for a smile tells many things, such as the mood your in, the way life is going, and best of all a smile can make other feel so much better. So I advise everyone around me take a moment and smile.

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Wow looking back over the past 6 months or so I have been so heartless. I just wish I could be more out there and show other the true caring that I have for them underneath it all. I don't know if anyone has even noticed this but I care so much about other people I will act the idiot to make them feel better. I know this is locally insane but I don't think I can help it. What I have done in that past is something I can't change. But to see others laugh and make them joyful is worth the small pain and social disgrace I get. But I have hardened my heart so much I don't feel the pain, nor do I feel the happiness I used to feel when I made others happy. So I guess this is my little bit of advise, don't be heartless. It brings such sorrow. I guess above all, I wish to be seen as something more then I have made myself. But that is something I don't really want. But when you live a heartless life as a person with so much emotion, it hurts. To live a life on the edge of constant crying is the worst life to live. I have nothing more to prove. Erogassa · Wed Apr 06, 2005 @ 04:29am · 4 Comments


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	<center>Wow Ero, wow. You can only learn from the past, don't regret your decisions. If you think, looking back, that you were heartless, all you can do is think about the present and try not to be what you were. It is awesome you will go out of your way to cheer someone's day, and make them smile, or laugh. Don't harden you heart, it sorrows ME to hear that you have done so. You will regret that, it will hurt much more in the future when it all comes out. It is especially bad thing that you don't feel that happiness you get from the people you cheer. I think you should take your own advise, and don't have that cold heart that makes you emotionless. You don't need to prove anything, you've already proven what you wanted to prove. Like I said before, I'm always here. gonk Offline Mrs.Cherry · Community Member · Wed Apr 06, 2005 @ 05:00am


	I feel like crap, will you kick yourself in the face for me? whee Offline Arousal · Community Member · Wed Apr 06, 2005 @ 05:18am


	I see what you mean, I only wish I could take my own advise. But at this point I have gone to far wo turn back. Well almost, its never too late for change. But even if I do change I will still be stuck with my rebutation, which has gotten better in some ways and worst in others. Its just so hard when you work so hard to make other happy you sacrifice yourself and they don't see the worth of your sacrifice. It just seems useless when you stuck on the cliff of an endless sorrow that you can't seem to over come. Offline Erogassa · Community Member · Wed Apr 06, 2005 @ 05:27am


	>.< awww.. i hope you feel better.. ^--^ eheh. sweatdrop Offline [breathingheLiuM]o · Community Member · Wed Apr 06, 2005 @ 08:28am

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