Life forever lost with out them....Lieing here in my bed my mind is raped in thought of them.....driving me insain wiht the thoughts of them with another......Here I lie down and dead...here I lie with on my bed...Forever now gone and dead....forever now lost within the darkness never abell to break free to the light.....Only the faded momories of it remain.....only just driving me insain....lost now forever more.......I lie here...thinking of what may have been....lost now within my mind.....I lose myself wihtin this emptieness i feel........
Gone now forever more...They have left me.....Gone...Gone like the times we once had...gone now within the sreams of time......so now I lie dead.....lives gone and onced live huant my mind now........Screams I hear...Screams of pain and sarrow......Huanting me forever more......THe lives I once saw end in front of me.......Gone where they yet I still remiand.....How angerd I was to see them go and leave me behind in this world......Wish as I may I can not join them yet.......Yet I long for my day to come.......Gone now are my times of longing for love....Now is the times of my death....Flashing befor my eyes I see myself lost within it darkness.....So far out of reach.........Walking in streets looking for cars....Watchying the headlights come to me....like a heavnly gow.......THe warmth of the cars engein...the raoring of it thrills my bones....KNowing I could die.....But it moves out of reach...out of the way....The warmth and glow fades away like the light of a candle.........How I long to leave this world.....>How my dagger taunts me.....With its sharpend blade...The cold feel of the metal....It thrills me to feel its cold grasp on my skin. Knowing with one move I could finaly leave..........How I wish..........but...how it is ment not to be......why.....why must I live?.....
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