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	Whatever... I write when about my life when I'm bored What the journal title says, I write about my life when I'm bored. Nothing else and nothing more.

	Uhh.... Whatever.... Random Journal Post
	Uhh.... Whatever.... Random Journal Post


I feel like posting a random journal post since I haven't added an entry in two months. I'm not really sure what to say so I'll just say random st about random life. Me and a bunch of my friends are going to start a band. We had manger, fired him for being a perv and then hired someone else. The main problem with starting the band is me. I am extremely people shy. I have like a weird phobia for people. That is a problem if I want to be the singer since I'm 'instrumentally-retarded.' I can't play an instrument to save my pathetic life. I have also found another problem. My singing isn't worth two shits from a donkey. So now I'm thinking about accuatally leaving the band and just write lyrics for them since I can't do anything really helpful on stage. I can write lyrics (I'll admit) but I can't sing them. Another problem. The teachers in my worth nothing school **** hate me. So I'm pretty much failing a bunch of my classes and only barely able to get though it is with a D. The stupid **** history teacher is a lazy, perverted, * who favors the thin, 'pretty' girls to everyone else. He hates me and gives me **** low grades and won't help me. He also gives the guys a lower grade then everyone else. I think the English and Business teacher are scared of me. They never ask me to answer a question and they don't even look at me. So I'm going to fail mainly for the reason they hate me. Science, the teacher raises my grade at times and that makes me pass with a C+ almost. Math, French, and Health are my own damn fault(even though there passing... I think) I latetly have been having the most hardest time getting to sleep. It sucks. I'm usually dead tired when I try to get to sleep and I still can't get to sleep for another hour. Which sucks because I am then not able to wake up in the morning for crap, even though I need to get to school earlier. Also, when I wake up I look like a switch between a zombie and someone who is dead. I also wake up and I hurt almost everywhere. So that makes me wake around like I am dead/zombie. Fun... That is all I can think of sayig right now... Oh whatever. The Land And Water** · Thu Apr 05, 2007 @ 01:55am · 8 Comments


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	you didnt even begin to cover mac. stare mayo absolutely hates me and goes around making the whole class answer questions and always skips me. he does his cycle almost daily and ive only been included 2 times total, no lie. and today, the 3rd time EVER he called on me, he said this ones really easy, you should take it insert my rl name i was like, wtf! evil it was a break, but geez, might as well say your an idiot, this suits you. and burke being afraid = power twisted remember, i can help you! only sometimes in math though. sweatdrop thats so wird, i have been having similar trouble with sleep. i go to sleep easily and wake up 3:30-4:00 ish and cant slep again despite being exhausted and comfortable. eek sleepy sick sister! aww, but your the living dead. i shall have to ressurect you! 3nodding you are NOT worthless in this band and you are singing dammit! you sing really well and you like to, and as long as you like it (and you are good) you should do it. what helps me is that i dont look at people and stare at the ceiling. i have the same phobia as you. it was just easy to talk to you because you had the same shy vibes as me, the not im better than you and should thus be quiet type. blaugh im out though. ill be the goofy mascot to take your attention off the crowd. mrgreen i never played an instrument before other than the recorder, which i failed miserably at, i have no instruments anyways, and i cant read any music notes whatsoever. and id like to be guitarist, the bass type, but i think its taken. by someone who can actually probably play! and rj and chris are fighting over the drums. not literally, but they both say they're drummer. to be honest, i didnt know him or vinney were in it. chris said it was you, bri, chris, and me. im fine with that, but didnt know. YOU NEED A HUG! bear hug squash Offline ~ R i g g o r ~ · Community Member · Thu Apr 05, 2007 @ 02:10am


	I know, but I rushed. sweatdrop Damn, I think Mr. Mayo sorta liked me and knows I'm really shy and I hide. Just by looking at my clothes you can probably tell that. No, it's okay. I'll walk around a zombie. I'm still alive, just also dead. 3nodding But seriously. My skin is dead pale and the dark lines under my eyes are so noticable it's creepy. NO! YOU MUST STAY!!! I'm sure you can do something with practice! That and just ask for an instrument for your birthday or Chritmas. blaugh I'm sure you can do something. Mascot? I think your thinking of a sports game or pep rally. How about back up singing? Or two vocals!? I've always wanted to have a band with two vocals! I mainly wanted a male and female but whatever! I don't care if the guys join. Maybe have someone do piano or violin? Or another guitarist? I don't really care as long as I can use some of my lyrics. O RLY!? Offline The Land And Water · Community Member · Thu Apr 05, 2007 @ 02:28am


	im like tat too and mr mayo interprets my quiet as im stupid and im better than you quiet! gonk i need to copy you mayhap. ninja mmm. we have the same eyes. sweatdrop im almosproud of it though. mines mostly from vitamin deficiency. and i have really veiny skin under my eyes. NOOO! i suck! and seriously, i refuse to sing even when im alone! >.< noo! not the vocals for me!!!! and i CANT do anything and know ill get bored with it in 5 min then my prents will guil me out and say, "we spent all that money and you dont even use it! scream " or theyll say use alicia or pats (sisters) because they have both have one from their dad. the country singer type that annoys me. they wont even let me look at it and they dont live here anymore. stare bvesides, they give no presents on request. im out. sweatdrop on top of that, they absolutely refuse to buy anything over $20 for me. "we're tight on money." Offline -sagax- · Community Member · Thu Apr 05, 2007 @ 02:43am


	Sweet, we'll be twin sisters! blaugh Interesting... O.o My eyes look weird in the morning. Like a different color. Almost grey. I think all parents are cheap at times. Whatever. That won't be good. But you got to do something in the band! I'll be lonely without you!!! Offline The Land And Water · Community Member · Thu Apr 05, 2007 @ 02:54am


	toodles hooray! mine in the morning are puffy, pink, not white, and at night usually they have golden brown halos around the iris. i think eyes are the prettiest features of anyone/thing. and they show most emotion. when im angry and actually have a mental breakdown where i dont cry but completely snap (bad mental health in the family sweatdrop lots a suicides, attempts, and insanity, no lie)my pupils cover nearly my entire iris and whites turn scarlet. looks cool, feels crappy. i dunno why, im having more and more. shudders mine are cheap all the time. i never ask for stuff anyways. when i rarely do, fake god forbid, its a no. gonk no, i call mascot if i do anything. or ill be the crowd rouser and professional body surfer at your concerts! xd blaugh or your bodyt guard! ive been looking at a place to show off my artilery. bulges muscels i cant believe they let me in school with guns like these. 4laugh Offline ~ R i g g o r ~ · Community Member · Thu Apr 05, 2007 @ 03:02am


	That would be soo cool to have scarlet eyes. gonk I want your eyes. TRADE!?!? That sucks about the mental health issue though. I know people in my family can get easily depressed and have breakdowns. I'm probably no exception. -_-' Damn. Sometimes I ask at home, no. When at store and it's cheap, yes. Go figure. Body Gaurd! Ashely now wants to join and be the other singer. =D Were going to have a lot of members... It's going to be like SlipKnot. They have like 8 members. Offline The Land And Water · Community Member · Thu Apr 05, 2007 @ 08:14pm


	by mental breakdown, i mean totally losing any control over your mouth an body and going berserk and snapping at everything and urging to hurt people badly. sweatdrop and i start crying in frustration at everything and start breaking stuff/throwing stuff. i know it gets me nowhere breaking stuff and i get even madder when im having a breakdown because i cant help it and get evenm more violent. its happen9ing more and more. i seriously think im going to be a fully fledged insane phycho. i snapped three days this month, i used to only snap once every 3 years ish. thats what i call a mental breakdown thpugh. other family members commit suicide, attempt, and bash their heads into the wall full speed... ya know. = nuff bout me in your journal! sweatdrop you can have my eyes, when they get like that its freaking scary! and im at my breaking point when it happens, it sure as hell isnt worth it by any means!!! talk2hand lol tightwads. xD hell yeah! i called it! ^o^ and hooray for ashley the awesome! blaugh maybe shes tenor so you can have that guy voice in the background, bigger bonus! xd Offline -sagax- · Community Member · Fri Apr 06, 2007 @ 03:43am


	Wow... When I get extremely angry at something I go around stomping on the floor and slam things trying my hardest not to break something because if I do then someone is going to yell at me about it then just making me more angry. But I did almost punched though a wall in my bedroom once I was getting so pissed off and I was depressed at the same time. Then 10 minutes later after those violent rages, I cry for 5 minutes. gonk It's fine, you can talk about yourself in my journal. It's not like someone is going to bann you for it. It still sounds cool to me though. gonk I'm weird for liking weird color eyes. So true. xP Oh well. But my voice is too girl. X.xx.X I can try using my demonic voice! blaugh WEEE! I'm also practicing to scream like those type of bands. Like how the guy did it in my video! Offline The Land And Water · Community Member · Fri Apr 06, 2007 @ 02:53pm

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