Wow.. Where to begin?
Just recently, I almost lost my best friend. She was drinking and passed out in school. Needless to say I was there but felt so worthless. ALl I could do was hold her and cry. I screamed at her to wake her up. Nothing..
The ambulence came.. I tried to wake her up, but her eyes had rolled into the back of her head. I completely broke down in tears. And by this time, the paramedics and school staff were holding me back from getting into the ambulence with her. I tried to fight them, but all my energy was lost while I was crying.
After a tramatizing experience for both of us, she is okay. She was sent to the hospital and she was in the ER for about 7 and a half hours getting her stomach pumped. She returned home later than night and I was woken up from a call from her mom thanking me for being there for her.. I was told she had a blood alcohol level so high, it would have killed her if she didn't throw up.
I wrote her a poem.. not too good.. It means something to her and I ..
Angel eyes,
Shinning bright eyes,
Take off your mask
I know you're there, angel eyes
My angel behind the mask,
I have one thing to ask
Show me your eyes,
Angel eyes.
My fallen angel,
Show me your eyes,
I'll life you up
Just show me your eyes,
Angel eyes
Such beauty,
How I missed your smile,
Oh angel eyes,
Come back to me, angel eyes.
Like I said.. It's not good what so ever. But She is my angel. My best friend. And I love her..
Someone was looking after her that day.. And I don't know who to thank.. but whoever was up there, looking out for her, I can't thank you enough. She means the world to me..
She wrote back to me.. She had given the note to her sister to give to me like I did for the poem.
Nicole,
Listen, I am so sorry for yesterday. There's not a lot that I remember but I dfo remember you were there the whole time. I know that I must have scared the s**t out of you and for that I am sorry. But there's some things that you don't know and might not understand like why I drank. I did it because of some s**t that's going on at home. I'm sick of disappointing people. I loved my poem by the way, it made me cry! I love you, you really have no idea how much. hopefully you will always be ther efor me because I know I'll be there for you =] I'm sorry for scaring everybody like I did. It's just sometimes I make some BIG mistakes. I'm SORRY! Hopefully your not mad at me, but I understand if you are. I love you mana! and have a great day. I love you, Rachel <3
I thought that when I saw her lying in my arms would be the last time I ever saw her.. Thank God it wasn't.
But that day is always going to be in my mind. I just think it was me influencing her.. But I have never had such a heavy amount of alcohol.
She never knew how much I loved her.. but hopefully she realizes that I would do anything for her. She's my blood, my sister, my best friend.
I know you can't see this Rachel, but you're always in my heart and I'm so glad you're still with us. I love you mana.
Just recently, I almost lost my best friend. She was drinking and passed out in school. Needless to say I was there but felt so worthless. ALl I could do was hold her and cry. I screamed at her to wake her up. Nothing..
The ambulence came.. I tried to wake her up, but her eyes had rolled into the back of her head. I completely broke down in tears. And by this time, the paramedics and school staff were holding me back from getting into the ambulence with her. I tried to fight them, but all my energy was lost while I was crying.
After a tramatizing experience for both of us, she is okay. She was sent to the hospital and she was in the ER for about 7 and a half hours getting her stomach pumped. She returned home later than night and I was woken up from a call from her mom thanking me for being there for her.. I was told she had a blood alcohol level so high, it would have killed her if she didn't throw up.
I wrote her a poem.. not too good.. It means something to her and I ..
Angel eyes,
Shinning bright eyes,
Take off your mask
I know you're there, angel eyes
My angel behind the mask,
I have one thing to ask
Show me your eyes,
Angel eyes.
My fallen angel,
Show me your eyes,
I'll life you up
Just show me your eyes,
Angel eyes
Such beauty,
How I missed your smile,
Oh angel eyes,
Come back to me, angel eyes.
Like I said.. It's not good what so ever. But She is my angel. My best friend. And I love her..
Someone was looking after her that day.. And I don't know who to thank.. but whoever was up there, looking out for her, I can't thank you enough. She means the world to me..
She wrote back to me.. She had given the note to her sister to give to me like I did for the poem.
Nicole,
Listen, I am so sorry for yesterday. There's not a lot that I remember but I dfo remember you were there the whole time. I know that I must have scared the s**t out of you and for that I am sorry. But there's some things that you don't know and might not understand like why I drank. I did it because of some s**t that's going on at home. I'm sick of disappointing people. I loved my poem by the way, it made me cry! I love you, you really have no idea how much. hopefully you will always be ther efor me because I know I'll be there for you =] I'm sorry for scaring everybody like I did. It's just sometimes I make some BIG mistakes. I'm SORRY! Hopefully your not mad at me, but I understand if you are. I love you mana! and have a great day. I love you, Rachel <3
I thought that when I saw her lying in my arms would be the last time I ever saw her.. Thank God it wasn't.
But that day is always going to be in my mind. I just think it was me influencing her.. But I have never had such a heavy amount of alcohol.
She never knew how much I loved her.. but hopefully she realizes that I would do anything for her. She's my blood, my sister, my best friend.
I know you can't see this Rachel, but you're always in my heart and I'm so glad you're still with us. I love you mana.
