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I Trusted You

I gave you my trust and you tricked me
Like a snake wounding around my heart
And squeezing tight till I screamed
I try to pull away but you tighten your grip

Then you let me fall to my doom
And to believed I trusted you
Gave you a chance when no one else did
And you just left me on my own like a lost child

You can ask for forgivness but I will listen without care
No remorse for how I treat you now for how you did me over
Gave me hope and dreams to believe in then took them away
Leaving me with nothing at all except a broken heart

I keep trying to heal but the wounds still bleed as free
As they did that last day when I took my trust from you
I may laugh with you but it's all fake
I still have no love for you

All that burns for you is a deep grudge
To how much you abandoned me
Regardless if it was sun or rain
I believed your lies but no more

No more tears will stain my cheeks for you
Only anger grows inside
I used to be the loving and naive child
But now I watch my step with you

For you are the king of lies
And I learned from you
I carry deciet like a badge
I carry anger like a cloak
I carry hate like it was my heart

When I needed you you just laughed and vanished
Until I was in a happy world again
But now you will never win that chance again
You broke your promises to me and you destroyed
The trusting child I was

Now I walk in the icy rain
With no friends I truly rely on
No one can change the damage no matter what
I've been cheated and lied to too much

I still can't believe I trusted you
Ever in my youth to now
For all you did to break my heart
Made me turn into a cruel woman
With no hope to change back
To who I was when I was a child

Full of laughs and smiles
No sorrow or guilt or pain
Carried within and breaking out
Like wild fire buring and shredding
Those around me with the pain

Now you lost my trust and will never be believed
Even if you try to win it back you will never earn it
After all the damage you've done over the years
My heart is a shard of ice that will never melt to you
Even if I bare a smile to you full of truthful lying happiness

Now leave my sight before I tear you down to the rat you are
Before I use all my pain and rage built towards you to kill you
For I will not feel guilt or remorse for the crime I have commited
With the gun in my hands I stand there taking aim
For the dark heart that had turned me into who I am today

Bang bang blood splatters the floor as I laugh
I used to believe you could carry me to the sky
Now there you lay with a bullet through the cold heart
That changed my heart to coldness
Now the pain is gone and I am free from my captivity

Good bye dead liar
Good bye king of pain
Good bye pathetic theif
Good bye the one I used to trust with all my heart