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Haven't had a journal entry in a bit, and boy there's lots to input today, so here we go.
I'll start off with order of events.
Last night, I was walking outside to my back door, I held my lighter up in the air with the flame goin. Then I noticed something odd. I put my lighter away and gazed up to the sky to see this extremely beautiful glowing ring around the moon. It's the first time I had ever seen it, out of all the times I walk back and forth between my room and my house at night. It was huge! It seems as though it's a normal occurance though as I asked my mother and some people I knew about it. And the moon was so bright last night it was like someone was up there holding a flashlight straight in my face.
Now on to the next thing. I had 2 dreams last night, both as wacky as my imagination can make them. Or maybe it was one dream, i'm not sure, because I think I woke up in the middle of it and managed to return to my slumber and continue...
Anyway, i'll try to give details to what I remember.
I was in a classroom, sitting at a hexagonal shaped table, around me were some friends(unidentified) and my step brother. There was also one girl/woman(couldn't tell, all I know is she was young and female, haha) at the table whom we were talking to. I don't really know the details of this part, but it was an art class, and the she was giving a presentation. When she did, the teacher(who happened to be my art teacher from last semester) was criticizing her work poorly. I got angry(wow, surprising, heh) and was yelling at the teacher that just because their piece didn't meet your expectations doesn't mean that they didn't put effort into completing it.
The teacher was stunned and then asked to see my work, I showed her and she was like praising me, I sighed and told her to go away, hah.
That's all i remember from the first part before waking up(minus the wierd stuff that dont help the story at all)
Later, I found myself standing on a cliff. it was a sandy cliff, like those at the ocean, below me there is water. I remember earlier that the same girl was telling me something special about this place. I didn't remember what it was, but it was enough to make me want to check it out for myself.
As I stood there, staring at the calm waters below, the edge loosened and I began to fall. I hurdled all the way down and just before reaching the water, I extended my hand out, grabbing onto something on the side of the cliff face.
I hung there for a as long as I could, trying to think of what to do, but in the end, i figured there was nothing, and let go willingly.
I fell into the water, held my breath and closed my eyes expecting to be swept away by current. I opened my eyes to find that I was now being pulled under and that i was rising back up. When I emerged from the water, coughing and flailing to pull myself up, I opened my eyes to see that the surroundings had changed.
In front of me, someone reached their hand out, offering to pull me up.
I could not tell who they were because of the sun, but when I stood up, it was that girl, again. I was surprised, but just sat down to catch my breath. Around me were people I knew, all enjoying themselves in this beautiful place. Like paradise.
I'm not too sure what the dream means, but after having time to think about it while I write this, I may have come to some sort of conclusion:
The girl was Kate, before and after I knew her. I was helpless, lost, and looking for something I couldn't find. But she showed me where it was, and how to get there, and how to let go of my old, bad habits. And now the ending represents what I have achieved because of her.
I love you Kate. heart
 Dreadhawk Dragontail · Thu Jan 04, 2007 @ 04:15am · 1 Comments |
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