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There was a dance Saturday night for Royals. I went. I had fun.

I surprised myself actually. To the point where I thought about it that night for a very long time. I did something I hadn't done before, unless I was high on Pixi stix, but that's a totally different story. Anyways, I dirty danced. I don't mean with just one person, Hell no! I danced with everybody. I even dirty danced with a gay guy and someone who had a girlfriend. It was a new experience for me, but for some reason, I felt like it was just fine. No one would really give it a second look because it didn't mean anything. That's what caught me the most, the fact that it didn't mean anything. I mean, usually when you grind someone on the dancefloor, it should mean something; but that night it didn't. It was just everyone being free, and thats how I felt. Free. And I felt Great. I never feel that way at dances...

Now theres a dance at school coming up, Wednesday actually, and I want to go and see if the feeling is still there. That carefree, all-or-nothing feeling. I don't think that I'm going to be able to go though, considering that I have Royals on Wednesday...Too bad...