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I'm getting sick, and I'm not allowed to get sick right now.

I know that I'm going to either get really sick, or be in a lot of pain over the next few days because everything hurts. I'm not talking stomache ache and a migrane, but something thats alot more annoying and can grow to be a giant pain in the neck, not literally, but you know what I mean.

It's like my skin is constantly irritated and burning, even my clothes cause my skin to hurt. My throat is closed and my headache is beginning to spread from my temples outwards. I'm always fricking warm, even when everyone else is shivering. But thats okay, because I like being warm more then I like being cold.

I'm not allowed to get sick because in a few days I have a choir test, and I'm a main part, sorta...but they need me alive abd ablebodied so I can hit the notes that I shouldn't be able to hit (because they are so low, and I'm a girl and shouldn't be able to hit notes that low) and have my super part because at the end it's a solo. Sure it's only two notes, but it's better then nothing. And I really need the marks right now...

I'm not allowed to miss any more school, because if I do, I'm probably going to fail a few classes, like English, Science and Gym. So even if I'm dieing, I'm not allowed to go home. Unless I'm actually dieing, then I am going to go home. Who really wants to stay at school when they're dieing? Adn yes I know I'm constantly spelling dieing like that and not correctly, like dying, because I just don't feel like it.

I should probably try and get some sleep.

I seem to be spouting alot of negative stuff in ehre, so I think that I should put in some nice stuff, because it'a always nice to know the good as well.

Good-

1) I handed in my huge final english project on Romeo and Jliet, an alternate ending that was ten pages. I lost my whole book, and with it the ending that I originally wrote, but I stayed in at lunch and managed to make a different one. I got it in almopst on time, only three days late instead of my regular Fourteen. So I got an acual mark on it and not just some completion mark.

2) Today we had a parade with a marching band that had No idea how to march, I mean absolutly none at all. But they did awesome! My two buddies, who were twins in grade 9 and I let them sleep in my room because they were my billets, were SO COOL! They had never played a vodeo game...ever. Well I can't say that, they got a nintendo 64 earlier that year, but that was it. I showed them the Vodeo room/ Dad's room and we spent a half hour trying to pick a movie for them to watch at like 11 o'clock at night. Conner, he was my favorite out of the two, he played clarinet and stayed up the whole night with me watching the movie and we ate pizza until we couldn't swallow another bite. Yeah, we made our own pizzas. Agnus, he played baritone, was a little more level headed and went to bed at around 1. He wasn't so cool, but they both were very positive children.
Not like the last time we had billets, oh no. They were a couple of nosy girls who liked nothing better then spitting insults at each other. I'm definitly certain that If I get a chance to choose either a couple of guys or a couple of girls, I'd choose the guys hands down.

3)After we had the parade in Caroline, we had a marching camp, which wasn't so fun, but we finished the show! Yipee! Beginning till the end, we got it done. Now we just have to make it good enough for it to be presentable...instead of craptactualar.

4) I saw a yellow butterfly and a white butterfly. That means that pretty things are finally here. Same with the massive open farmers feilds that have been overrun with dandylions. I know that they are giants weeds and really suck, but the feilds looked sooo awesome with the yellow flowers everywhere. Made me happy. Oh so happy.

See, theres a bunch of good things that happened today. Wahoo!