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Lets just say on Thursday Ri broke up with me, thats 4 days ago ok.

For once I didn't whine like a b***h about it and cry in my room and want to kill myself, mostly for the fact that I needed time away from her too.

I still care for her VERY much, but I haven't talked to her since then, and I just want to be a damn good friend to her from now on. She won't answer calls and I can't email her probably cause she thinks all I want is to win her back.

All I care about for now is establishing that I'm ok, that I just want to be friends, and that I want things to say nearly the same between us, just a little more low-key.

Is THAT so much to ask ?

Thanks for all your help with everything Yvette.

She helped! She's hot! (in reference to Yvette) I'm pretty much over Ri but dammit I still think she's one of the best people I'll ever know (in reference to Ri, but Yvette smashing as well!) (at least in relation to me). So I'm not begging her to come back and be my true love again or anything, just PLEASE COME BACK CAUSE YOU'RE AN AWESOME PERSON!

Thats all. If thats not growing up, I quit this game of "increased maturity".

Oh ya, and ******** Xenia cause she's a ho, and always will be one ^_^ Just thought people should know.


Thats all about the women in my life. Well, last one doesn't count. Women are important to me mostly because any male friends I ever have tend to let me down FAR more because guys have dicks and all they care about is using them (thankfully not on me) and other than that don't care unless well, they can use it on you. At least I've never met a guy unlike that. Hopefully in college male friends will be real friends and we can all sit around and watch ******** aweseom episodes of Batman the Animated Series that I got on DvD and maybe Dirty Harry cause I saw that recently and it rules.

Eastwood is now officially my IDOL. CLINT EASTWOOD. No one compares!

Missing you...just let things come back to terms, ok?