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meh its not worth it, i have a friend whos like.... kinda older (24) and hes been all through this s**t that me and i suppoce you are going through right now, hes a pretty good motivational speaker, and he proved to me that its not worth it right now. But still, if it comes to me by accident, ill be ready for it, allready am.

Yup, been here. You try this and that to try to get over her, but none of them work and now u just want it to stop but it wont, so u try some more but none of them are working and you just want IT TO ******** STOP BUT IT WONT!.. it just keeps going and going til ur so worn out u dont want to fight it anymore and that knife is looking pretty and shiny with the pain that would hurt so good... but its not worth it... its just not worth it. Take it from me, its not worth it. She's living her life and thats one of the most painful things to watch, but she is and she will and thers no stopping that. So try to get on with yours. Staying stuck in this feeling is way to troublesome... i know easier said then done, right? But just try to relax your brain, and your mind will slowly start to reliece the death-grip it has on her, till finally your free!