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Yeah, this has been the LONGEST (no exaggeration, I mean it) week I've EVER had! Since last week's Wednesday (Thanksgiving break was right after wednesday), everything has been crappy! We found out that my g-ma only has about a week and a half to live, then we'll be gone for 10 days in Illinois, then there's no family coming for Christmas, just my immediate (mom, dad, sis, bro, dogs). Plus, I'm on meds for a kind of depression-thing now, but they can only do so much (not too thrilled about that). And now I don't have any close friends at school (all of them loath me because I put church and God before normal things, and they didn't like my ex-boyfriend, so they just decided they don't like me either). And, of course, my boyfriend broke up with me (in a very kind way, and with very good reasons) this last Thursday! The only love and support I get is from my family and from church! And since I only get to go to church Wednesdays and Sundays, the whole rest of the weeks are dreadful! I'm doing a lot better with the breaking-up-thing. I have peace of mind. I just hope he and I can still be friends and talk and have a good time as friends (he said we could, but I have a feeling it won't be as good of friends as I had hoped). Anyways, I have "Tree Lot" tonight. It's a church thing where we have a whole bunch of Christmas trees, and we set them up outside our church building, and just sell them for a very good price. We give them for free to people that can't afford a tree, so we advertise a lot! It's so much fun! I love it! I get 10 bucks an hour! So it's definitely worth it, and I get to be with my church buds and stuff! Can't wait until then! So I'd better go and help my parents with the Christmas decorations, otherwise they'll get super mad...so... yeah! BYE!