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"A Girls life"
by Kasie Morgan

There are some days
Where the glass is half empty
You yell at your friends
And the stress doesn�t end

There are some days
Where your happy and perky
Your out of control
And you cant shut your hole

There are some days
Where they think you are dead
You just lay around
To get pain from your head

Don�t let me scare you
It will all go away
Lets just thank god
PMS isnt every day



"Being with you"
by heather

You thought I loved you
I knew you were crazy
But i didn't know you would make my life so hazy

I bragged to everyone all the cute things you said
But I tried to erase all the bad things that were still in my head

My heart was in pain
I cried so often
But by the end of our relationship my heart had softened

It wasn't in a good way
Nor a bad
And for you I gave up a really great guy that I already had

My heart has bled
Tears were shed
Inside I just felt like I was already dead

When I was with you I tried to live my life
But all you did was stab me
It felt just like a knife

The things you said to others
The things that weren't true
I only have to words to say and they are: SCREW YOU

So sense I've been with you
I've learned more about guys
And this girl, she never cries

How could I say that
I cry all the time
But is making a mistake such a big crime

I wish all this was a tape
And all I had to do was push replay
So I could go back to the day you asked me out
And I would know what to say



"XxSuicidexX"
by unknown

You think your all messed up...
You think you're not quite there...
You think that there's no point...
That no one really cares...

Your life keeps getting worse...
Nothing ever goes right...
Your crying all the time...
Wishing you'd see some light...

Your body keeps on crying...
Your heart screams in despair...
Your soul mourns in sadness...
Wishing someone would be there...

Your skin begins to tremble...
You think how to end the pain...
Then a thought comes to mind...
And it begins to rain...

You find yourself on a bridge..
About to end it all...
Your foot reaches the edge...
Then you begin to fall...

As you fall into darkness...
Your life flashes before your eyes...
You smile to yourself...
Knowing it was all lies...

Your falling down to hell....
Then from your mouth a scream...
You let it all go...
Your hope, faith, and your dreams..

Then you the ground....
Your eyes wide in fear....
Your body hurts and aches...
You wish it would end here...

You wake up a week later...
Strapped to a big white bed...
You had wires everywhere...
On your body on your head....

You look around and find...
Your in a small white room...
It's pouring rain outside...
Thunder going boom...

You close your eyes and hope...
That they'll kill you now...
You don't know how much to take...
You don't know when or how...

Then around the corner...
Your eyes begin to see...
A silent girl crying...
That girl being me....

I look up at you...
And I meet your face...
You look so scared and angry...
I can tell you hate the place...

I see you through the window...
A tear rolls down my cheek...
I can't stand seeing you like this...
It's not all slick and sleek....

A smile curls your lips...
As you hold a knife up high...
I scream no out to you...
Then it falls from the sky...

I ran inside the room...
I saw you lying there...
Covered all in blood...
It was everywhere...

I landed on my knees...
Holding you close to me...
Crying like I never have...
Wishing it wouldn't be...

The next day you had a funeral...
Your family and friends came...
You didn't know that they loved you
All of them the same...

Maybe if you looked around...
You'd of seen how many care...
That someone always loved you..
That someone's always there...

I hope you lie in peace...
For the rest of time...
I pray you'll be happy....
That God takes care of your mind...

I loved you then and always will...
With every inch of heart...
I'll keep you here safely...
I promise we'll never part....

So to anyone who thinks your lonely
Open your eyes and see...
There's always someone who cares
And that's including me.....



This poem is in the memory of:

Jonathon S. Marsaras