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by Kelby

I'm fine. It's alright.
I'm really OK.
But a little of me
Dies each day

I wanna laugh
But instead I cry
It'd just be better
If I died

Helpless inside
Meaningless with all
I need a hand
But still I fall

Losing everything
Trying to forget
Pushing myself
Helps worth *hit

Hating who I am
Wanting to fade away
Forgetting every smile
No more washing tears away

Missing every touch
I've lost all my friends
Everything is gone
Now it's all pretend

Desperate for anyone
Someone to just care
To not just fall out,
In the end still standing there

I'm falling
I'm broken
All I do is hate
Nothing left but crying,
When is my dying day

I don't even want to go
I just want to get better
Stop hating my life, my friends
Still no love letters

Each passing glance looks past me
No one can even tell
I don't want to be like this
It's gotta be worse than hell

Giving up
Letting go
No matter what
I'm never whole

I hate myself
I hate my life
I'm not better than this
I'm going down without a fight

I'm losing myself
I'm lost in my mind
Can't find a way out
I need something to find

Give me a chance
Give me a way
I swear I'll backtrack it
Day by day

I just want to be happy
I just want to smile
Make waking up
Actually worth the while

Doesn't matter I'm already dead..