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why am I so weird?

I'm so different from the other guys

those that make me weird?

in school I had more female friends then guy friends

I always got along with most of the girls

I like it then they told me that I make them laght

I was should a clown for them

one of then started to call me uncle

but as mush is I got along with them

I could never get close to a girlfriend

most of the girls I know already had someone

and the other thought of me as a friend and that's all

I never understand why they got guys that are with other girls

most of the guys they were with I know the type they were

they guys that they pick only care about one thing and that's

sex

this kind of guys make me sick

to me is not right

it makes me sad that my female friends would pick this kinds of guys

to go out with

or is it only me who thinks is not right?

sometimes I wounder why?

why am I so different?

I don't think only about a girls body

I like their attitude and their smiles

I like to know how they feel and also help them

I'm the kind of guy that will lessened to what ever you have to say

I care about their feelings

and I wish to make them happy went their down

that's why I was such a clown with them

and I got a tell you'll

girls are smarter then guys

I have meet lots of different girls

and in one way or another they are stronger then

guys

please people don't get me wrong

I'm a guy that knows what his talking about

those this thinks make me a weird guy?

or is it my big heart that makes me weird?

is this the reason why I could never get a girlfriend?

then if I am weird

what can I do to change?

what can I do to make a better me?

what can I accomplish with the way I am?