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chaos all around
the world changing around me
to many things go trough my head
is a never stopping train
I always think of the worst case scenario
makes me feel really trap went it comes true
I been trying to get that little think that
I see a lot of people have
happiness
every time I try to enjoy or try to start the day with a smile in my face
there's always something that brings me down
is like a plain going up in the air and for no reason lighting strikes it down
killing all the happiness inside of me
things have never gone my way
I feel like I'm cures
and I can't fight it anymore
I'm tire of being rejected and not being a part of anything good
maybe because I'm not worth anything
sometimes I wish one night to go to sleep and never wake up
I feel like I could do more good to the world dead then alive
like I said before I never had or will I ever have the guts to kill my self
I wish something could happen that will end up with me dead
and out of the way of peoples lives
I feel like I'm a bother to people
I feel like I take up space and I'm useless
the only friends I have are right here in gaia
I know that I will never actually meet them in real life
I know that if they meet me in real life
they will walk away
they been there for me lots of times
even if it is only in writeing
they have help me alot
I would died for them
because they are worth dieing for
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