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I want to be someone's hero.
As I'm talking on msn one day an ex of mine came on the computer. He apologized for leading me on for so long before we broke up. I don't know why he even apologized for something that happened so long ago... but he did anyways.

He ended up cheating on me with some broad closer to home. But I remembered something that he told me one time, so when he apologized I just played it cool and shrugged the b*****d's empty words off.

When we were together I was always more distant, afraid to get close to anyone. I told him why, he held me gently and said he wanted to get revenge on the b*****d who caused me to be this way. I told him no, but then he said something that I thought was meaningful at the time. In the end it was a crock of s**t like the rest of him.
'I want to be someone's hero.'

What empty words those were... it was so empty... Well guess what do me a favor and save me from your ******** bullshit....

Well there we go I'm finished... I couldn't tell him this directly because I already deleted him from my msn. sweatdrop I guess It just feels good to get these things off my chest... In fact I don't even ******** care if anyone reads this. Actually okay, I want him to read this but meh, I'm done associating with him. He just makes me so mad sometimes.

'I want to be someone's hero'.. Hah! That's a good one Johnny.


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    || Maybe he really did want that. But things can change. I hate prying because I've always liked it better when you opened up and told me your secrets. To me it meant that you trusted me enough... I don't know all the details, but maybe he wanted to be your hero. Sorry, I'm being hypocritical again. "Don't be spiteful!" right? Tch. As spiteful as I am I can even forgive, maybe you should try to dear. At least he apologized. ||


    comment nannerpi · Community Member · Mon Sep 04, 2006 @ 08:25am
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