As I'm talking on msn one day an ex of mine came on the computer. He apologized for leading me on for so long before we broke up. I don't know why he even apologized for something that happened so long ago... but he did anyways.
He ended up cheating on me with some broad closer to home. But I remembered something that he told me one time, so when he apologized I just played it cool and shrugged the b*****d's empty words off.
When we were together I was always more distant, afraid to get close to anyone. I told him why, he held me gently and said he wanted to get revenge on the b*****d who caused me to be this way. I told him no, but then he said something that I thought was meaningful at the time. In the end it was a crock of s**t like the rest of him. 'I want to be someone's hero.'
What empty words those were... it was so empty... Well guess what do me a favor and save me from your ******** bullshit....
Well there we go I'm finished... I couldn't tell him this directly because I already deleted him from my msn. sweatdrop I guess It just feels good to get these things off my chest... In fact I don't even ******** care if anyone reads this. Actually okay, I want him to read this but meh, I'm done associating with him. He just makes me so mad sometimes.
'I want to be someone's hero'.. Hah! That's a good one Johnny.
[.Hakkan.] · Wed Aug 30, 2006 @ 09:44pm · 1 Comments |