im waking up early but doing nothing to get rdy so its like i overslept. sighs
i feel so tired, but i know i slept. did i? i did. i woke up, so that means i was sleeping. i was not awake.my left arm is sore, the top part on the side, maybe i slept on it. whatever. my hair is a mess today so i put it on a bun. I didnt workout yesterday. i didnt study either. sorry past me. i know you had expectations and i let you down again and again. but because i woke up, maybe after work i can do it. maybe if i dont get busy with you know what. sighs.
whatever. life is uncertain, no plan beats reality and i cant control everything, but man what a world if i could.
i dont want to. im sure anyone will ******** up that job. thats why we are always in some sort of ********. we err and so all our plans, rules are equally flawed.
was this a rant? i dont know what to call this stuff im writing. my thoughts as they spill out i guess. no form, rhyme or reason. just spontaneous ramblings of a bubbled mind.
it is what it is.
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