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Sometimes I wish i could have a pen friend. I miss writing to someone. I wouldn't even say no to an email friend to write back and forth to. Talk to them about my days, and what-not.

Then sometimes my guard is up when I have a gut feeling I can't shake regarding trusting someone in person or online.

I did meet one person through here i talk to on discord, but there are days i go without a response, and I understand she is busy with life and what not. So I don't mind too much. I guess i can call her my besty since shes literally the only friend I have.

I hate being judged and around my town, my neighbor who is a pathological liar, I believe has lied about me. I get stares from people on my walks. It's absurd. My parents say I shouldn't worry about people think about me..

I think i do because you have to think about what potential bosses think of you on job applications and what-not. Especially those who can recommend you for something, can also back stab you in the end. as i learned the hard way, many many times.

Anyway, that's about it.