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******** what i said befor.......oh and merry ******** chrismas.......sides i ******** hate the god damn thing.....but does not matter realy........but as allways my chrismas is ******** hell.....starts off with a nightmare....and i do not know how it ends but as soon as i find out i will let you all know.......the court date has ******** been god damn redone...its next mounth on the 13....i guess i will stay herwe awhile....get some money then leave....unles things ******** over even more.....knowing my luck they will just like every god damn ******** other thing........i can hardly wait for school to get back in....all the ******** god damn happy people...smiling faces.......i realy hate and envy every other person that smiles because they can do it and have meaning.....but i just hate every god damn ******** erson alive. yet i care for my friends....odd and ******** up huh? but yeah...i have made the choice to never love again.....it is to god damn ******** time consuming...yet with all the other s**t i will jsu say i reaqly can not love again....so no bf's or gf's ever........plus then with all the assholes that live near me someone should kill me soon. all i got tot do is piss off one of the jackholes that tryed to throw ice snow balls at me....or piss the little ******** that call me gay or s**t.....but then again i just got to go to the highschool and piss off the right person...........but being where i am (a friends house not saying there name) makes thing day a ******** lot worse.......thou it realy does not matter.......if not here somewhere else......the good mood......the bf and gf...............and all the ******** s**t i know and can know............after today i got to make a call to someone anyhow..........but hey...tiss the season to ******** me over! like every other year i get ******** over the most this time. plus then i realy can not wait for new years..... (no i love ******** BULLSHIT!!) but yeah......i ******** hate this time of year so MERRY GOD DAMN ******** CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY ******** NEW YEARS! ...........((god i hate nightmares.....ask about it and ******** die........))