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A lifetime of Broken Memories
Just a story of my life and what happens to me.
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I'm so cold.
Out here on my own.
Where is everyone?
Where am I?

Do they want me to change?
Is that why I have been cast aside?
Yes.
But I won't change.

I am so cold.
I can't feel myself, my soul.
I don't know what to think.
I don't know what to do.

How come she told me?
These things I didn't want to hear.
But I needed to hear.
For you own sake.

Thoughts whirling.
Memories that I can't remember.
Thing I understand, yet cannot grasp.
Wheels turning in my head.
Trying to find an answer.

Is there an answer to this riddle?
Yes.
Somewhere deep inside.
It will open when the time is right.
But when will that time be?

She acted out of hatred and confusion.
Not knowing what to do.
Because of the pain she felt.
I was her own.

She ignored my whimpers and cries for help.
Why?
I was so young.
She changed me into what I am.
Something I hate with every fiber of my being.
Myself.

I was normal once, but that was a long time ago.
A time I can't even remember.


Arrea Delano
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