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Well, I survived the festivities and even contributed a great deal to the fun.
I sewed hearts onto my pants and wore all red, white, and pink today....
except for my socks which were white with blue heels and toes. whee
But, yeah, another lonely Valentine's Day for me with no flowers or cards and just a hug from one guy....
My mom's new job is really cutting into my flirting time. She dosn't have to be into work until 8:30 now instead of 7 so I'm getting to school right as the bell rings and I don't like it because thats one of the only times that I get to see my friends and the guys. I took flowers to school today and gave them out to random people to make them feel good. Why can't anyone ever do that for me?
*sigh*
Oh well, apparently I like playing Cupid more than I enjoy getting hit by him.
I took a carnation, put Kasey's name on it, and gave it to Josh from her, you know, to try and get something going on between them because shes too much of a coward to ask him out herself.
Then what happens when she gets home but Kyle calls her and asks her out?!?
I really am worried about that because just last month she was thinking about dating him out of pity for the poor guy. When I mentioned it earlier on the phone to her she said that it was no longer pity and that she actually kind of liked him now but I'm still worried that shes doing it more out of desperation or pity than mutual attraction. Don't get me wrong, Kyle's a nice guy and everything, (and apparently a wonderful boyfriend who was way under appreciated by jessie), but I just don't see him and Kasey together....or rather, can't see them together....
But I am happy for her none the less. She deserves a guy. This will be her first date since 4th grade....so technically, its her first actual date.

Sammi's off with brad, ashley, and hanna tonight....or at least shes supposed to be. She was apparently pissed off at him for something today, not that I could tell what it was because shes been talking so fast and acting so hyper lately. I'm worried that it all goes back to the whole worse off I am, the more I try to hide it thing that she told me about earlier this year. I hope shes genuinely happy and not just faking it. Zomg, I was waiting for it all day today, for Manuel to give Sammi a Valentine. But it never happened!!!! gonk
I guess he really has gotten the hint....although he still folows her around like a puppy. His eyes sparkle with that special twinkle of a lovers gaze, held only for Samantha Foster, he knows of no other love that can be but his and hers.
xd

I ended up giving Buck my heart today, but it wouldn't fit over his ginormous hair and I ended up ripping the heart off anyways, licking it, and stuffing it down his shirt. ((I didn't mean to rip it, but it happened, then I didn't know what to do with it so....yeah))
Brendan (Squeaky) showed me his list today on his matchmaker results and I was like 13 on his most compatible in other grades. I keep getting this weird vibe from him, like I can't figure it out either.
Last year it was more harsh and teasing redicule, this year its softer, funny teasing that just makes me laugh. Its weirding me out honestly, not that hes not a nice guy and all, I'm just not attracted to him.

So, yeah, on the whole, it was an ok day. Nothing special, but I still don't want it to end.

Quote of the Day: Life is too short to waste, but too long to realise it until its over.

-Tani

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