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I wish i could tell u a lovely story about someone i loved and that we lived happily ever after. But then i would be lieing to you and thats not why I'm here.

Now it started many centuries ago when i frst met Azkul in the woods as i hav told u before.Now we lived together in that cabin with lil john for years

but then when his brother attackd it shown us both how dangrous it was to be together both sides didnt want us to be together.

I know this sounds like a fairy tale but this is truth now so listen and learn from my mistakes.I loved him with all my heart but we were never meant to be together and we knew this we didnt care.

all the time we would lie to r familys and frends that we were off on some adventure but really together

and then it got worse now since i met him in this life he would never come to c me and i didnt remmeber him so i moved on to his brother

the greatet betrayal i know but i didnt remember him and now when i thought was having a normal life with my mate well he comes to life like jesus from the grave i dont know what to do i know i love my mate but now i remember what we hadme and Azkul i dont know what to think anymore i cant understand why he would come back im so sad and confused can anyone help me??

hes back and even saved my mates life but why?? i havnt been there i think of him everydy and where the wolf ring as tribute to his life but when i started to remember us togeher i grew depressed to think i betrayed him with his own brother who once tried to kill me and now mates but then i started to c my mistake and was having second thoughts about Azul but he was dead

well the next day my mate tells me he is baack i want it to be him i want to be with him but i cant ill only repeat history by betraying my mate and i love him with my life maybe in the next life ill remeber and things will be right for now life is my hell here on earth banished from my home stuck here till i find a way back.